Adakah Kau Tergugat?

HER
Salam. .
Syasya. . .
Sowie if sy mengganggu. .
I juz want to know. . Sumting about u n (nama boyfriend dia). .
Actually. .His my bf. .xkn u x tgk kt his status. .But now. .I already delete our status. .Cz letak pown. .Bkn org tgk. .
Sebgai seorg perempuan + his gf. .Of course i cemburu. .Biler org yg kita syg. .Bz lyn pmpn lain. .
Maybe u anggap dia kwn. .n ap yg u ckp juz gurauan. .
Tp ingat. .Dia lelaki. .Yg punya perasaan. .
Sebagai manusia. .X penuh cukup dgn ap yg ad. . 
N dia pown slalu sgt ckp nk g nz. .I tau yg aunty dia tgl kt sana. .
But the same time. .Dia ad mksd lain. .
Da 4 tahun kitarg brsama. .i da cukup masak dgn dia. .
So,ap yg dia wt or whtever pown. .I leh detect. .
Dulu u n dia juz commend2 kt wall kn. .Tp pas i ckp xsuka. Dia da x wt. .Tp x sgka plak. .Korg msg plak.
Maybe u all da lme kenal. .N i pown xtau ap sbnrnyer hbgn u all sblm nie. .
Cm ni la. .I pown ad maruah. .N i pown xnk gaduh2 pasal seorg lelaki. .Wt malu jew. .Lg pown. Kitaorg xd hubugan yg sah lg. .
If u still nk gak jd kwn dia. .I x kisah. .Tp i hope u tau batas. .Xyah la smpai nk kne kuar brdua or whtever. .
N if u nk gak dptkn dia sbgai bf u. .U juz tell me. .I ok. .Dr i kne trtanya2. .
Maybe dia pown nk kn perhatian. .I pown mmg bz. .
N 1 more thing. .U xyah la smpai nk inform kt dia msg nie. .
Bkn p. .i hope u leh la pk sdri. Cz u pown educated person. .

(nama her)


Syasya Khalid
U rasa insecure kot sebab tu u message i macam ni.


HER
Bkn insecure. .Tp i think u leh pk. .Kn u berpelajaran


Syasya Khalid
well, i know you are. fyi, i takde janji anything dengan dia nak keluar berdua. kalau pun i nak keluar dengan dia, ill ask my friend or my brother to tag along. tak pernah lagi i keluar dengan orang punya boyfriend berdua. you dont have to worry about that.


HER
But. .I xsuka. .i hope u understand. .Ok


Syasya Khalid
cuba u listkan apa larangan hubungan i dengan dia
senang
ke u nak i delete je dari facebook?
pastu u amek fon dia delete number i


HER
I rasa x perlu nk listkn ap yg i larang. .
I think u tau bts2 pergaulan dgn bf org. .
Cz skrg ni. .I bkn ckp dgn bdk dkolah yg msih mentah. .
Yg amik bf org. .Untuk kepentingan diri. .


Syasya Khalid
amboi2 sedapnye kau nak kata aku nak amek bf orang untuk kepentingan diri... sapa yang pentingkan diri sekarang? kau dok larang bf kau komen2 kat facebook, message2 pun tak boleh. baik kau kawen dengan dia pastu kau kurung dia dalam hutan. senang takde sapa nak kacau dah.


HER
Asal ko nk mrh2 plak. .Aku x kater pown ko nk amek bf aku. .Ni da nmpk sgt niat ko tue. .aku xpnh pown larang dia nk msg or komen sesape. .Ikut dia la. .Tp dgn ko jew. Aku tgk d lain mcm ckit. .Baik aku bg tau. .Sblm trlmbt. .Xslhkn
Skrg ni aku agk sibuk. .So,aku hrp. .Pas ni. .Xyah la aku nk msg remindr ko lg. .salam 


Syasya Khalid
well, kalau kau rasa dengan ayat aku paling baik kat atas tu aku marah memang susah la sebab kau tak tau lagi aku kalau marah macam mana. tu ayat dah paling elok aku boleh kasi sebab aku ni memang kasar.
well aku tetap akan gtau kat mustaqim pasal benda ni
pandai2 la kau


HER
Owh. .Ok. .ikt ko la. .


Sigh... She was the girl (that B word suits her better, I think. With capital letters!) who came to my house with her boyfriend of FOUR YEARS (yang tak ada ikatan sah katanya) during Raya - yes, it was Raya because I remember wearing my orange baju kurung and I never wear baju kurung for my birthday party.

So she came and refused to come in, preferred to stay in the car while his boyfriend - a school friend of mine whom I've known for SEVEN YEARS! TUJUH TAHUN! - had a few plates and chatted with the others. Aku ni punya lah angel keluar pergi jemput dia masuk. Lantas she acted like a BITCH, buat muka ketat, and didn't even look at me apetah lagi turunkan cermin kereta. Biadap sangat kau perempuan!

Dah sah kau tergugat dengan aku kan? Nak menekankan sangat aku seorang pelajar lepasan sekolah yang educated. Apa masalah kau sebenarnya. Kalau aku nak sangat kat boyfriend kau, aku tak payah flirt. Dia sendiri datang dekat aku. Tak payah nak cinta sangat lah. I know the reality of your relationship. So pathetic. Kesian aku dekat kawan aku.

Tak insecure konon. Kau tahu ke makna insecure hah? Orang dah kahwin 34 tahun pun boleh bercerai ini pula kau yang masih TAK ADA IKATAN YANG SAH dengan dia. Kalau boyfirend kau kahwin dengan orang lain I'll laugh in your face. Remember that.


Nota kaki: Told a few friends about it. Mostly to females. Semua emo mendengar kisah tragis ini. Male friends gave different reactions. Tak emo. Siap gelak. AWAS KAU PEREMPUAN!

I'm on my way to total freedom.

Dear virtual diary,

Looking back to the first day we met, ceceh macam nak buat novel pula. Aku pun tak ingat sangat sebenarnya. She's always the quiet girl that I borrowed stapler from. She had this large pink stapler with her name sticker on it.

Pada suatu hari, aku tiba-tiba baik dengan dia. Ingat lagi tak masa aku sleepover dekat bilik kau saat semua orang dapat balik berpuasa pertama di rumah? Do you remember I can't sleep before listening to Zainal Abidin's Puteri? Do you remember we put on henna on your fingers sampai kecut hitam tangan kau? Most importantly: do you remember Gua and Thailand? Whatever in the world happened to them, kan?

Kita selalu makan asam baldu. Breakfast asam, rehat asam, prep asam. Lepas tu kau ingat tak meja dengan buku kita kena conteng? Kita pernah menangis sebab ini. Up until now I couldn't find even one reason for their behaviour. Adakah sebab kita cantik?

After all, we're both little devils in angelic disguise. Ini tak boleh diceritakan kepada public. Biarlah kami yang tahu.

I'm so glad that we got out of that one school that we don't particularly like. We ended up in different schools though.

It is true indeed that distance makes the hearts grow fonder. I can't remember what exactly I wrote in that piece of paper but I remember you said, "Aku cemburu tengok orang lain buka kertas tenung lama-lama. Aku buka lepas tu dah, tutup balik. Tulis lah panjang sikit". Well my friend, you are so unlucky because I'm a loser at writing essays. I can't even write answers worth 5 marks for exam.

Aku paling suka bila kita tangguhkan cerita sebab tak puas cakap dekat telefon. Nak gossip face-to-face sebab nak tengok expression muka masing-masing. Jadikan ia alasan untuk bertemu dan bersuka-ria.

You've turned 21 my friend, ADIANA. Let's grow old together. Hahah!

Nota kaki: Mak aku cakap kat aku, "Adiana tu kulit dia licin, cantik je. Produk apa agaknya dia pakai". Sila jawab. Jangan kata kau banyak wuduk.

 

Watikah SPM

Pejam celik dah 4 tahun since I took my SPM. I can't remember how I felt a day before the very first paper. Tua dah aku ni.

To my brother and his friends: DO YOUR VERY BEST and GOOD LUCK.

I'm very sure you'll look forward to the long holidays and all, but trust me, bosan gila. Plus you all punya cuti will be longer than mine. Well, for me it was sebab aku malas. Kerja sehari je.


Nota kaki: Post kali ini aku tak ada idea nak tulis nota apa. Bye.

Misi Yang Gagal

Dah tak mahu minta maaf kerana dah lama tak menaip di blog ini. Memang dasar diri tidak pandai membahagikan masa.


Anyway, I'm back in GOMBAK, SELANGOR, MALAYSIA people! *박수쳐* One week has passed and I have yet to start enjoying myself as the brother is taking his SPM soon. Good luck brother! Walaupun hari-hari dia duduk depan PC main dota. Masih tak faham kenapa permainan itu addictive.


I'm like addicted to this website: GROUP ON MALAYSIA. Bought 2 coupons for ice skating in Sunway Pyramid, and 5 vouchers for gelatos at Pavilion. Real saver I tell you! Go grab a few.


I went to the Chinese Garden in Dunedin as my last activity before exiting New Zealand. Thanks to SKIN and MILA - the two princesses. I was of course the princess turned maharani. Jangan cemburu you all!

 *our MY kingdom*

 *the playground*

 *self explained*

*herbal teas and fortune cookies*

Have to go for now - there's a land to conquer. See you!


Nota kaki: SPM sila cepat habis. Kerana kau, aku tak ada life walaupun aku dah habis exam.

Thank You.

It's finally the last day of winter/semester break. Classes are starting tomorrow and I have yet to complete my practical manual which is to be submitted very soon. Haven't done any reading for a presentation which I can't even remember when.

This year's holiday was a lot more fun than last year's. Thanks to Wellington and Bersatu Games 2011 - held in Dunedin this year. Had fun meeting friends from all over NZ. See you people again!

I came across this article/advert on a magazine about gratitude, how saying 'thank you' can have a huge impact in your life. Here's a list of the top 5 gratitude tips by Domonique Bertolucci, the author of 365 Thank Yous: The Year a Simple Act of Daily Gratitude Changed My Life.

1. Make a list of 10 things in your life that you are grateful for. They need not be the things that are perfect in your life, just that you acknowledge and are grateful for the fact that they are in your life, no matter how big or small they are.

2. Every time you find yourself thinking something negative about what you don't have, go back to this list and remember all that you do.

3. Get into the habit of expressing your gratitude to others and the things they do for you.

4. Graciously accept acknowledgements that come to you. Don't deflect complements, but accept them with a simple 'thank you'.

5. Before you go to sleep at night, take a moment to think about all the things you are grateful for.

Nota kaki: Woohoo!